"kia si"

Was on the phone with R and we ended up talking about bungee jumping. He asked me if I dare. I jammed and said no. I don't think I have the guts to do it. Unless those safety ropes are tied to the upper torso instead of the lower limbs, then I can imagining myself saying yes.

Imagine the ropes tied to your legs. The "wrist" of your legs. Just a small diameter to withhold the strength when you go down with the gravity, from such a great height?! NO WAY.
Then you will flung up, your head and neck swing high up in a awkward manner when the ropes had reached its limits. NO WAY.
Or when you see yourself going down facing the ground just a few centimeter away before your thick skull get smash to the ground at great speed. NO WAY.

In the past, I am the Lynn who will, wa can can. Come on mann. Wanna tie to my fingers, no problem.

The older I get, the more I am afraid of dying.

I can't jaywalk properly.
Damn scared also.
Sometimes , I will even wonder will I just sleep and never wake up?
but I can't possibly not sleep right.
hahaha.

Perhaps I value life more than ever right now.
Family especially.

Friendships? It had made me disappointed many times, too many. But I'm glad I have a handful of them.
Just these handful of them, made my life worthwhile already.
Just like some saying , its like a bus, some alight at some point of time, some board at some point of time. But there are those that board at some point of time but never alight. (;