Official start for certain people to become sn already. Texted C, K and S early in the morning.. Wanna bless them from the bottom of my heart and do not repeat the mistake I had made! Miss them so much.. but C is leading a better life. She's having some sexy time in Langawi right now! I want toooo! I hope after these ordeal is over, it's time for me to put my hair down too,.. That's also if I manage to get thru' it.. Keep my fingers cross.. Cannot imagine if.. history repeats itself again..
And its also those girls that were in my batch back to the same ward as me. I had this funny feeling when I saw them.. but it's not as bad as I thought..
Like what C said. Thick skin is all I need right now. Yes definitely, trying to..
Whao, probably the hardest obstacle you have to overcome is really yourself because no one can help you with that.
Thus, I went Ikea after work today alone to find inner peace.
Anyway I was talking to my lecturer, for a moment I recalled I had dreamt of that particular scene before! I remembered telling myself when I woke up and said I'm going back to my current ward.. But of course I had rest the matter behind..
Its just a dream afterall right?
Never did I expected that the dream was a nightmare..
haha.
Freaky. do you guys have these kind of encounter?
Morning calls, night calls, encouraging textes..
Thanks Darling for being with these while..
U lend me a shoulder to cry on when I need to,
U scolded me when I was making mistakes that could be avoided but because of my carelessness,
U pulled me up when I was down,
U made me smile and laugh at the right time,
U talked thru' me making me think and make wise decisions for myself,
U made me stronger.
Happy 9th month.
I guess this is love..
Every love songs I could relate to you..
It's never a mistake since 5th July 2009. :)
Why am I so cheesy? Or rather since when did I became so cheezy? hahaha.
p.s / G m.i.a
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